Merry nonono

It's Christmas Day. I woke up at 2pm. My mother handed out presents, thank god she decided to only give my brother and I money. I hate Christmas. I should do something awesome with this money... I'll probably just put it towards college. That's probably the wisest thing to do. I keep sneezing. I also had dinner at the boyfriend's grandparents last night. It was alright, too bad I was savagely hungover my head was killing me accompanied by this nauseating feeling. Some girl was just texting me informing that she was my cousin Kelsey and asking what I was doing. Unfortunately I don't have a cousin Kelsey, I should have just played along, it could have been fun. There's a family dinner tonight, coincidently there's also 2 other family dinners on the other side of the family that this side of the family does not like. Every year it feels like the same. But I think, tonight I will stay home, have dinner, then go to my aunt's with some kind of alcohol and cigarettes. Dammit, cigarettes. Hopefully there will be stores open, I hear the liquor store is. Those pills felt pretty relaxing last night. Too bad I don't have any more random things lying around. I just have these things for my migraines, I'm pretty sure they are just a synthesis of serotonin. Man, I feel so tired. And I'm hungry now. I have my first phone bill, it's like 120$ which stinks but that's just the first month. I really can't wait for college. I need to figure out what I'm doing with work though, work and college.... I don't think they mix well. And I need to work because I have my cell phone, stupid cell phone. I really don't enjoy working especially right now. I'd really like to just get into the whole college student persona. It's kind of hard to since this town sucks. Small town, going now where kid. That's how I feel right now but I know I'm not haha.